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If This Hurts Now..
04:42
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Let go and behold
Save the stories that you never told
Don't lose sleep for others
Just hide under the covers
And my eyes are glued
I'll keep two eyes on you
If this hurts now
Think of what might gut you later
If this hurts now
Think of what might gut you later
If this hurts now
Think of what might gut you later
If this hurts now..
I got two eyes on you.
Dream of everyone
That you've lost before
Who do you wanna see most again?
The ghosts in your head
Who used to share your bed?
Some words take years to hurt
And that's cause for concern
But bruises cant heal
If you never really had them
You're growing numb
It's only Novocaine
In some skewed sense
You had the picket fence
Nothing at stake
And no one to blame.
If this hurts now
Think of what might gut you later
If this hurts now
Think of what might gut you later
If this hurts now
Think of what might gut you later
If this hurts now
Think of what might gut you later
Dream of everyone
Dream of everyone
Dream of everyone
I cut it down..
But I get you now.
I was gonna cut it down.
But I get you
I get you
I get you now.
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2. |
Lockjaw
04:12
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Straight and narrow
With your wasted arrows
You can take them back
They're no longer my marrow
And now no more
Will I blame you.
My chest was bursting
And that wasn't the worst thing
My jaw's still hurting
Cause I held the words in..
You kept your pain
To your stomach in knots.
I understand
Why you changed the locks.
You'd seem to never get me.
Or maybe I never let you.
I felt you quick to resent me
Or maybe I never asked you.
My chest was bursting
And that wasn't the worst thing
My jaw's still hurting
Cause I held the words in..
When you met me
My heart was heavy
Because they'd left me
All alone
And tend to forget me.
When you met me
My heart was heavy
Because they'd left me
All alone
And tend to forget me.
When you met me
My heart was heavy
Because they'd left me
All alone
And tend to forget me.
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3. |
I Used to Be in a Band
04:17
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One step back.
My relapse.
One more weekend
Of barely breathing.
You think I'd know better
Enjoy the Fall weather
Maybe next weekend
I'll work on my breathing.
I used to be in a band
Now I just make end's meet
You used to be in my band
Now you just sell cocaine.
When I found myself
Full of doubt
I just closed off my heart
And I closed my mouth.
I felt some fear
Through all the vanity
I found some special place in Hell
And my sanity.
When I'm home
I'll let go
Mom always told me
You need to be present
To keep your future
And don't lose her
I've been moving forward
From a lifetime behind
I used to be in a band
Now I just make end's meet
You used to be in my band
Now you just sell cocaine.
Easy then to be easy on the eyes
But I guess we all go gray
And it's harder now
When you fall down
But I guess we still look the same.
I'd write my songs
And all the places I'd go
But I never made it out of here
Or to the radio.
So busy, so lame
Let yourself go
And worked it all away.
I'd write my songs
And all the places I'd go
But I never made it out of here
Or to the radio.
I'd write my songs
And all the places I'd go
But I never made it out of here
Or to the radio.
But I never made it out of here
Or to the radio.
But I never made it out of here
Or to the radio.
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4. |
In The Early Summer
06:17
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Alleviate yourself
From your crown of thorns
And never deviate yourself
From the norm
I remember gardens
With the stalks so high
I made your face out in the clouds
When I gazed at the sky
And in the early summer
I awoke to the woods
With a stash of old magazines
And I lingered
Where I thought you stood.
I'd like one day
To walk away
Down Sunset Ave
And Caroline Lane
Sweet memories
And sweet nightmares
To stare it down
I'd like to find us there.
On a Tuesday morning
They would build
The neighbor's house
But I hadn't slept much at all
Knowing your death
Had killed her soul
And it seemed so strange
To see your name upon the grave
Had you been around
I would've never felt so caged
You're no longer my phantom limb
And your tombstone
Is still missing your death date.
I'd like one day
To walk away
Down Sunset Ave
And Caroline Lane
Sweet memories
And sweet nightmares
I'd like to stare it down
To find us there.
Footsteps..
That basement would flood.
Yeah, that was me
That spilled the oil in your garage.
Bikes without a helmet
In Weatherly
A sturdy branch
That held your tire swing
I'd love to see it
I'd love to see it.
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5. |
The Mountain Hears Me
03:51
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I had to hate you
To exonerate you
It feels so good to forgive myself
While it feels selfish to absolve myself
To hand it off to someone else.
And everything I was before
And everyone I've loved before
I was just a spider catching prey
At your front door.
And everything I used to know
Went up in flames and basement smoke
And I lost my voice
Somewhere down there.
I've kept my patience.
I learned at 34
Its not my storm
To weather anymore.
Your first round
And I had to calm it down
You were knocked out
And southbound.
And everything I was before
And everyone I've loved before
I was just a spider catching prey
At your front door.
And everything I used to know
Went up in flames and basement smoke
And I lost my voice
Somewhere down there.
That satellite fears
I know the distance to the stars
I've been counting light years
There's still a murmur in my heart.
So, if you're growing weary
Right now the mountain hears me
But you've been all ears
And I was all scars.
I'll keep my head in the clouds
Until the thunder rolls near me
I'll keep my head in the clouds
Until the thunder rolls near me
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6. |
All Is Forgiven
04:26
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I waited so long
For you to call
I think you're forgiven.
Through muddy trails
We were heads and tails
Hey..
All is forgiven.
That hole in my heart
Would leak like a sieve
I guess you never knew then
So, there's no blame to give
You were learning how
To burn me out
I'm sure I felt sorry
But I never felt proud.
I think I found
What was burning me out
She never said sorry
While she'd watch me drown
Locked away..
Deep down..
I'd been a ghost
Life's for the living.
Locked away..
Deep down..
The pain goes..
And I wonder if I'll miss it.
I feel your pain
On the edge of a Sunday
Lets get back to beginnings.
I can brave harsh weather
For one more season
And regain
What I've been missing.
Last summer's blue pills
Held the weight of the world
So, I shouldered the load
And I shouldered the guilt.
You were learning how
To burn me out
I'm sure I felt sorry
But I never felt proud.
I think I found
What was burning me out
She never said sorry
While she'd watch me drown
Locked away..
Deep down..
I'd been a ghost
Life's for the living.
Locked away..
Deep down..
The pain goes..
And I wonder if I'll miss it.
Free as a bird
But in confinement
I began to slip
And enjoy the silence.
Reclaim your hope
If you're sure you can find it
Redeem myself
For the years passed by me.
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